It has been five months with the twins now. Time has flown by in some aspects, but in others I have felt every minute. It's hard to explain to someone who doesn't have twins what it is like to be a mother of twins. I know to a lot of people I have [...]
You are not going to cry. You can cry when you are alone, but in here you will not let anyone see you cry. People are probably sick of me rambling on about our NICU stay. Honestly, I'm sick of it. Not a day goes by that I wish I could just [...]
Postpartum Depression and Anxiety are crippling and can take away joy when it is needed the most.
I apologize for the amount of time it took to write this, but this pregnancy has not been an easy one. I've been overwhelmed and just a bit too frustrated to want to write about any of it. I've mentioned before that it was upsetting to go from infertility into a pregnancy that wasn't [...]
Two years of negatives and three chemical pregnancies later I'm finally able to say I heard my babies heartbeats. About 8 weeks ago I found out that I am pregnant. It took about twelve tests to convince me as most of you know I've had positives in the past and they all faded and went [...]
Waiting is the worst part.
Sometimes tears are needed to heal.